"Do something today that your future self will thank you for."
My childhood exists as the stars hidden behind an endless cloudy night, each star being a memory, a piece of myself, revealed only occasionally, and only in the dark of night. The day exists to hide those memories, the sun is life, it is my present. It is brighter than all of those memories from the past; the stars that once were my sun. Some were tormentingly searing, burning scars upon my psyche while others bathed me in a gentle warmth. Those stars I visit often, sitting on my imaginary hilltop, gazing and admiring the light that shone upon me. Those gentle, guiding stars brought me here, to this quiet little spot in a vast dimension of space and time; the internet.
This is my space. This my my place where I can run free and spin and dance and empty the all of my little thoughts and musings. I can hide my ideas and inspiration, my longings, my fear right here, in this space. I can exist and just be me.
And to my future self, when you sit down one day and read this know: I will do everything in my power to make you look back to this night with fondness and love. I promise to never stop growing and loving and learning. I want you to look back at this moment with pride. and love. And know I love you, my future self....and my self in the past. You were the most brave. You were the one who guided us to this place, through many trials and many adventures. As a personal little trinity we can all exist together, in one place, and together we can be Emma's muse.
